Weighting around for too long!

So here it is! The reason for my ambition of creating a blog...my weight loss journey.

For some reason watching Sex and City and Carrie writing down her most inner thoughts and questions in life seemed appealing to me because sometimes, just sometimes, you can't exactly share you deepest thoughts with your dearest friends before sending them off to the moon to cure their mind of my insanity!

I'm not a girl of the verbal kind; I find it very easy to express myself on paper. I am a primary teacher. You think primary teacher; lots of holidays, looking fabulous, a guardian for children for 90% of their childhood days, slim, fabulous, great form and attitude towards life....well here I am to bust all those concoctions out of the mind....it's not all fun and games!!

Work, like any other profession has it's ups and down; it's bullies and chic 'cliques', it's typical secondary school 'high school' goings-on. You feel the stress, the tiredness, the lack of enthusiasm atleast a hundred times a day. But you have to look at all the spurts of positivity and drive you feel inbetween. Right? Otherwise you'll be booking in to some retreat to cleanse the body soul and mind!

I for one don't consider myself normal. I am a glass case of emotions. I am a nut when it comes to getting things done. I am a very emotional person (thanks to Mother Nature I might add!) Sure what woman isn't?! As I blog every day (or as much as I need to get off my slightly too big chest) you'll get to know me more....my silent, non-existing bloggerettes (and male bloggers if they are so inclined to get into the head of one woman).

The past has taught me a lot. The past has ruined me a lot. The past is the past. For so long I was leaning on the later part....the past has ruined me. Up until the summer I always thought this until my wonderful ginger boyfriend whipped my ass into gear. I'm sure that's due another blog down the line! So as of today I'm aiming to hit that dreaded meeting in Weight Watchers....see the 14.5 stone infront of me and hope to NEVER see that number again only on the negative side of my weight! ;) I might even be hopping into your pocket for the day if I lose that much ! :)

So here's to a new beginning. There is no flow to this blog in terms of subject; paragraph...but believe me...there's a lot going on upstairs that needs to be sorted out. My own personal therapist in the form of this blog will please God, sort my life out in the emotional sense.

A x